title: So much for collecting dust well well well
again i left this blog for too long but I promise that once 2.1 is over my blog is back to its own life haha well 2.1 is being a major blow for me where my patience is tested haiz well you cant escape all the accusation, profanity and sometimes its hard for me to control until I could just wanting to murder them instead well...well....welll just as I was about to pick myself up from the ground you pulled me harder to the ground and into the hole of darkness all because of the past man hard for me to forget the past, and no matter how much you tried to even heal the wound the pain is still there for me pain because of heartbreaks, pain because of jealousy, i became victim of all these and its gonna stay in my life till the day where i will close my eyes man O Allah please give me some strength to move on I cant move on in this and the tears I shed have run out and its hard for me to express my true emotions haiz..... well guess have to stay on like this till I die.... man |
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title: Blow lots and lots of dust Well *blows the dust
Hmmm nt clear *bllows the dust again well my blog seems dead and yes finally i manage to revive it haha well ever since im gone Ive been suffering with all the struggles of my life Well i was being accused of somethin that i did not even do at all well maybe yes whatever happens in the past do have an impact on me of the future people who tried to make a mountain out of a molehill well last time im just an irritatin boy who irritates others frm being irritating to annoying and yes and soon some stranger juz came into the pic all because of my "frens" who told everything bout me trying to shame me in front of them I dun care who you tell everything bout me but Im confident that you all sooner or later are gonna pay for what you have done and even my self respect was threatened well i wonder what done I have wrong for you other than annoying you or even hurt you Well if you think youre jealous of me then think of urself be thankful over what you have cos by being thankful, you treasure more of what you have and not even try to be jealous of others by hurting them well all that i can say is that you try to rub the salt in the wound ...... grrr i wont talk much but I hope everything that you do has its consequences so be prepared to face it And well 2 weeks more semester end and wish i could press the ffw button so I cn revise on my subjects and graduate the semester well and septembers gonna be a long month cos we gt 2 month break longer than the usual and cant wait for LTT programme yeah!!!!! |
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title: Blowwww of the dust well for how long I havent been blogging
ummmm quite long though well now im rushing thru all my projects and assignment man 2.1 is the most hectic in my poly life so far urggghhhh well let me list out the things that bothers me in 2.1 1. ELNFAS project -assignment -group work -presentation 2.Efund project -Lab experiment (which we had lots of prob juz now) -PResentation -and miscellaneous 3.MCT -PBL -Project development 4. Management of Enterprise -Business plan 5. Class tee -no comment.... headache now you see how much stressed I am from my absence so far till i gt nothing to post about these days serious well cant wait for school sem to end in which I can solely concentrate of getting my licence and well seems that in my account i have no more $$$ left need to ask dad to topup if nt.... i cant take the FTT and practical test haiz and man i feel that im no longer who i was in the past In the past, I used to be the hyper livewire with 500v of unstoppable madness now im juz a reserved figure..... juz keepin quiet mostly well is that a progress or so? To some yes but honestly, some things bothering me all these while and thats why im in the state as i am now brrr somethings gonna get fixed somewhere here well ok tmrw my quiz and well nvr study gd job! |
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title: Well how am I |
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