Ok as i wait for wafy to get his car to chalet
I decided to turn on the net to look for the final time b4 im off to chalet
and I decided to do a lil bloghopping here and there
and as i click on the archive to the past blog post of my friends and classmates which can date as far as a year ago
or even 2 yrs when i graduated
I realise how much I changed in the past
and its pretty exciting to look back at the past no matter whether is it bad or good
worst experience or wonderful experience
but mind you this tells you how bad or good you are
and I must say that my sec sch life is almost in shambles
well sometimes I can get too hyper till everybody look at you and say "WTH"!!!!
Well gotta change the way they react to that, by just getting low
so how low cn you go
and yes recently someone criticised me and called me "kepala gila"
mad head
yes i know i love to sing when im hyper
and act hyper
but as I move a year older, i know that it was inappropriate of me to act as if
im just a hypernotic, insane and crazy attitude of mine
yeah this came just few days after my 18th bdae
when my mum told me that someone called me kepala gila
well i dun wanna say to whoever said those things to me
but one thing for sure
i screwed up
yes i screwed up my life big time
and now im almost crumbling
well i dun wanna make promises now
cos i know that most promises are meant to be broken
but if you have the intention to make sure you wont screw up
im sure you wont be who you used to be in the past
it all starts from ur heart and you execute it wholeheartedly
ok where's wafy???

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